full of dissappointment

hmmmm..i`m so sad..i don`t know what i`m gonna write..i always imagine that i`m writing all my feelings,,n this pc is someone that i love..i know it`s impossible loving him..coz,maybe,he`s my friend..n i`m not entitled for him..ow..my heart is crying..i can`t stand anymore..i always hope he will be mine n,my hope is shattered..maybe i`m so womanizer today..but,,i didn`t mean to being like that..everywhere i go..i always remember him..in the car,home,even b4 i sleep..everywhere..he`s not my ex..which would..n i hope he will read what i`ve write..that`s all..i`m late..gonna prayer..(sorry law bi saya salah..saya bdak bru bljr..)